Hi there 🙋🏻‍♀️ I hope everyone had a LOVELY Christmas & New Year 💛 We are in our 2nd round for a frozen embryo transfer, I have done my prep month and today started oral medications & next week will be the injections & our transfer not long after. I feel completely fine with the schedule & everything involved such a needles etc (done it once before so I know what to expect) I have been SO ready to get started with this next cycle with changing my mindset to be positive and really manifesting for this year! Since coming back from the clinic this morning I have been trying all day to keep myself busy, housework, my calming colour by numbers, dog walks, but I just can’t seem to get my head out of the ‘what ifs’ and not just your typical what ifs it’s silly what ifs! What if it doesn’t work - what if I miscarry again - this is our last shot what would we do if it doesn’t work - what if the UK go into another lockdown and my treatment is cancelled - what if I catch covid and we can’t do the transfer - what if a scan shows an issue and it’s delayed again.... I can’t get my mind out of it and I know it isn’t helpful I just can’t shake it. I am so grateful to be back at it again and when I went for my scan at the beginning of December I had never felt so happy to be at a fertility clinic! So why do I feel like my mindset is going backwards after being so ready to get going again. I don’t know if its just the medications playing with my hormones or if I haven’t made the progress I thought I had.

Posted by Deleted (53593009) at 2021-01-04 18:34:01 UTC