Hi there đđťââď¸ I hope everyone had a LOVELY Christmas & New Year đ We are in our 2nd round for a frozen embryo transfer, I have done my prep month and today started oral medications & next week will be the injections & our transfer not long after. I feel completely fine with the schedule & everything involved such a needles etc (done it once before so I know what to expect) I have been SO ready to get started with this next cycle with changing my mindset to be positive and really manifesting for this year! Since coming back from the clinic this morning I have been trying all day to keep myself busy, housework, my calming colour by numbers, dog walks, but I just canât seem to get my head out of the âwhat ifsâ and not just your typical what ifs itâs silly what ifs! What if it doesnât work - what if I miscarry again - this is our last shot what would we do if it doesnât work - what if the UK go into another lockdown and my treatment is cancelled - what if I catch covid and we canât do the transfer - what if a scan shows an issue and itâs delayed again.... I canât get my mind out of it and I know it isnât helpful I just canât shake it. I am so grateful to be back at it again and when I went for my scan at the beginning of December I had never felt so happy to be at a fertility clinic! So why do I feel like my mindset is going backwards after being so ready to get going again. I donât know if its just the medications playing with my hormones or if I havenât made the progress I thought I had.
Posted by Deleted (53593009) at 2021-01-04 18:34:01 UTC