Hi everybody. My name is Gina and I'm 41 years old. I'm from Portugal. I have been trying to get pregnant since 2016. In 2016, I had a miscarriage. It was hard to overcome, but today I'm in peace with baby angel. We did one unsuccessful ICSI in 2019. And than the doctors didn't want to go on with the fertility treatments because of my husband's problem (low sperm count). With me everything is OK (Thanks God). In this day, my world was devastated, but I didn't want to give up and I don't want to. So my husband and I decided to start to do a lot of things: we quit smoking, I lost weight, we started to make exercice, well we've changed our lifestyle. But sometimes, this strength, this motivation comes down and gives way to anxiety and sadness. I see and I read so many things in Internet, I follow so many people. I decided to stop doing many things in TTC journey. One thing: try not to think all the time: "when will I be pregnant?" I started to do new things. I started to pause my TTC journey, accept what life gives to me, watch all around me and meditate. And I'm grateful for many things in my life. I'm especially grateful that my mum is still alive. She's 83 years old and she has Alzheimer. I hope she lives long enough for her to meet my baby. Thanks to all of you.

Posted by Deleted (4073598c) at 2020-07-27 22:58:49 UTC